From time to time I feel it necessary to post some confessions and thoughts about my life. I try to leave out names but I let all my feelings out or just random thoughts I've been having. So, here are a few of mine. If you stumble upon this blog take some time to do it yourself, might help you feel better.
-Today I decided to flip on the tv and saw Regis and Kelly live from Disney world. It reminded me of my first online encounter with someone. We were young, me 15 and him 16. I laughed out loud because I still have his art work he sent me online, oh young unrealistic puppy love. So I searched him on facebook, as most people do in boredom these days to see that he's married and has a baby on the way. It's strange how a click of a mouse can unleash so much information you thought you'd never expected to learn. Needless to say I'm happy for the guy because he actually taught me a lot, strangely enough.
-I have major issues with people. I don't deal with them unless I have to. I don't make small talk, in fact I loathe small talk, and unless I'm working I won't strike up a conversation. As I sat on the crowded Milwaukee bus swirling through downtown milwaukee I watched people. I watched what they did, how they reacted to things. People-watching, essentially. People don't get up when the bus is crowded and an older woman stumbles on truly to find a seat. People get so agitated when you simply sit next to them on the bus. We aren't a society that thrives on being nice to each other so it's hard for me to want contact with people.
-I still dream of California. I will get back there, asap. I WILL!
